so I've been working at camp for a couple weeks now... it's a camp kinda far away. I get little to no reception on my phone but they have awesome 4-5 scoop $3 ice cream next door.

Anyhow... it's a camp for people of all ages with disabilities and I'm so super nervous of screwing something up especially since they have such high needs. It's a crazy stressful job that needs lots of patience and already I am stressed like madddd.

but at the same time I'm trying to think that the fact that they are so dependent is just another reason for me to try extra hard at my job instead of getting frustrated and really tired.

The other counselors are amazing though, everyone's really friendly. I honestly admire some of them because every time I'm upset and stressed they give me a different way of looking at things. It's amazing that even when they're having a hard time with their guest they are able to look at it from their guest's view and feel a bit better about it.

Dunno how to explain the experience at all. It's something you'll have to do yourself sometime ^^

anyhow just a little blurb for those of you are wondering why I disappeared.

I'm doing okay and will be going back soon (my break is over tomorrow =S )

^^